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It Has Been A Great Year So Far!

It has been awhile since I have posted anything on my blog, which is sad because I absolutely love typing a bunch of words and sharing what is going on in my head. I have thought about many things to blog about but it’s like I never have the time anymore, or like I just can’t get what I want to say out.

Usually I share what has happened during the course of my year more towards the end of it, but I haven’t really posted much so I have decided to start now, better than late than never, right?

Nothing really exciting happened in January, I got back from my annual holiday from Umngazi and pretty much got stuck in my work. With only a couple of months to count down towards my Thailand holiday there wasn’t much on my mind, other than that.

February was another busy work month, it’s always one of the busiest times of the year for work. I remember at one stage I used to be busy with only work all the time, I never really had time for anything or anyone. Terrible. I also went to the Red Hot Chilli Peppers concert in Feb, which was a total blast. It was a spur of the moment decision to go, and although I paid R950.00 from my Thailand pocket money savings for the ticket it was totally worth it! The equivalent of a lady boyand a ping pong show! “dammit” 😉 haha

Squash league started in March, I won my first match, little did I know I would lose every single other one until the very last game! I proudly submitted my 3rd ever rooms budget in March, and I say proudly because what I produce especially when it comes to those figures is a total work of art. I love my work and I love watching how something like that comes together.  On the 23rd March at approximately 13:40 my plane lifted off headed towards Bangkok. No words can even come close to explaining how excited I was, I was going to a foreign country, on my own for 2 whole weeks. And it was absolutely amazing, it changed me forever, read more about that here – Thailand & Contiki Thai Hopper West Tour 2013.

On the 6th April I landed back in SA, I remember walking through the International arrivals towards my parents feeling like a completely different person, it was official. The travel bug had definitely bitten me. Over the course of that weekend while my parents were visiting I moved into my new, bigger garden cottage. Absolutely love it. Attended an awesome 3 day assistant managers conference with fellow managers in my company, threw pies at people, as one does. I started getting quite involved with various Community projects through work as the CSI committee head, which has a massive impact on me personally.

May pretty average as far as anything was concerned, although a highlight was probably going on the Jozi Red Bus Tour with my bestest, Linelle. I remember looking at myself in the mirror at work one day and deciding that I need to really do something about my skin condition on my face and immediately made an appointment to see a specialist at Skin Renewal, I have been going to one chemical peel and mircoderm abrasion facial every month since and can definitely say that I am finally starting to see an improvement. I was feeling extremely restless in May. All I remember is that I became restless at work, I wanted to move to the UK, I wanted to change jobs, I wanted to move away, change careers, I stopped going to gym and being fit and healthy. Eventually I applied for a different job in my company, which I did not get, in hindsight I am glad that I didn’t because I realise the job was not for me and I would have been equally as unhappy as I was.

On the 11th May I did my first Warrior Race, and on the 12th May, I did my second Warrior Race, yes clearly I was crazy at the time, I loved it! Luckily I was still quite fit so I did not kill myself. I went to watch Prime Circle Unplugged session live at The Venue in Melrose on the 20th,  they were amazing! Perhaps May wasn’t quite average after all?

June, hmmm.. went to watch another band live, The Parlotones Unplugged session at The Venue, also enjoyed them, but their opening band was ISO, whom I absolutely adore! The 12th of June 2013 will forever be one of the most heartbreaking days of my life, I have never had to deal with “tradegy” or with death, my dearest love of my life Charlie Chaplin passed after being on oxygen for 2 hours in the early hours of the morning. I sobbed for hours until I eventually passed out. Lately, I have been really teary and missing him again. There is nothing that I could say that could explain how precious he was to me, I always tell people that CharlieC was my saving grace during an extremely dark time in my life in 2011, he saved me and was my company helping me come out of that place. He is and will always be dearly missed in my life. I was “lucky” enough to have taken that long weekend off in June to go away with my parents to the Midlands, which was so much fun. I loved spending the weekend with them, the Midlands is quite pretty, a bit overrated but also beautiful at the same time. I showered in an outside shower overlooking the grass paddocks in the freezing cold and climbed to the top of trees hanging upside down and feeling like a kid again. My Mom & I did a tree top canopy tour which was on my bucket list, it was great fun! On the 22nd June I did another Warrior Race, which wasn’t as fun as I was not fit and I felt I was letting my team down.

Monkey Girl

I went to my first night market in Maboneng in July, it was fun. Glad I did it. Nothing to write home about… Had the privilege of attending the Starlight Express SA show at the Jo’burg Theatre. Great production! I also finally went to visit my Ouma in Mpumalanga after not seeing her for almost a year, I am a terrible Grandchild, really. I should make more effort, she is precious to me. That weekend my cousin also taught me how to ride an off road motorbike, another bucket list tick! On the 18th July for Mandela Day I cycled for 67 minutes for R67 for a good cause, waking up easn’t easy and I did not have much of a personality for the rest of the day.

August, BIRTHDAY month!! It was great, but only because I spent an entire week away in the Kruger Park with my amazing parents and then had a great dinner with them and my bestest and her hubby to celebrate my Birthday. Got to go up to Randlords for some music event and heard Newton 2nd Law and others live, SA music is the best! I finally cycled my first Critical Mass ride on the 30th August, it was an absolute blast! Will totally do it again. Pinkie Fest was so awesome again this year, it was on the 31st and there was some great musicians and DJs playing there. The people that I partied with were awesome.

After a bloody mad last week of August I started September off with a bang at the Zwartkops annual round table charity bed race, such a blast, I designed the bed this year, it was a milkshake and burger diner car. And I got to wear a bright pink tutu! I also applied for two jobs which I was interviewed for, hopefully will be hearing about what is going on there within the next 48 hours. Holding thumbs for the outcome. It will not be easy either way, but change is needed and I am ready for it. This past weekend I went to a braai hosted at one of my new squash friend’s house and it was such a jol, I learnt how to play Petanique, Google it. It is so much fun. After an entire day of drinking I then decided it would be a bright idea to carry on partying and then proceeded to go out again to Acoustic Cafe in Randburg with some mates. Let’s just say that I am a lightweight when it comes to drinking, so I felt really sorry for myself on Sunday morning.

It has been an awesome year so far, my number one goal for myself is to get fit again, stop drinking and start eating healthy. The next Warrior Race is up in October and then 94.7 cycle challenge is around the corner. I also need to throw in a few 10km running races in there somewhere.

The next date that I am looking forward to is this coming Saturday which is my best friend, Linelle’s Birthday. Which also reminds me, Happy Birthday for today my friend. You are an amazing person and I am really lucky you have you in my life. We may not see each other every day but you are still one of the best people to come into my life in the last year. Thank you for everything!

It’s all going to be about me…

I’ve decided that I am going to be selfish and start concentrating on myself. What I want, what I need, what I feel and the type of people that I should be surrounding myself with. I need to figure out my own direction in life, focusing on my interests, and what makes me happy. I can’t live off what I think I need, especially if I’m going to look for it from other people or try find it from my job.

I need a sense of my own self-satisfaction. I need to be more confident in the person that I am. I love reading, I love music, I love going to the movies, I love exploring, I love learning new things, I love people and I love my family.

Here is the big one, I’m not going to freak out over men, not worry every second about not having one, nor am I going to read into everything they say or do. I do not a need a boyfriend to define me. I just need me. I am the person who I want to be at this point in my life. I need to stop worrying about what others’ might be thinking of me. People notice me a lot less than I think, which also scares me because I worry about being invisible and irrelevant, I love being noticed for the positive. I also need to realize that it is okay to not always be happy and to allow the tears to roll when they need to.

Life doesn’t always turn out exactly how you plan it, but that is okay. Things change all the time. Jobs change, careers change, people change and I am constantly changing. It’s called life. A man won’t like me just because I want him to, nor will someone who is just looking for an easy hookup miraculously want a girlfriend, especially in such a scenario.

While I’m still trying to figure out what will help to fill the void that I have been feeling for the last couple of months, I am going to try relax more and do the things that bring me pleasure while making sure I become a well adjusted adult, this includes with starting by ticking things off my Bucket List. Patience…, something I am not gifted with, that’s all I need.

What You Want In Life

This week the lovely Lorinda posted the below on Twitter 🙂

The words I saw were –

Happiness

– one is truly lucky to be happy!

Love

– there is really nothing else that sums it up better for me than the below.

Success

– I want to be successful in every part of my life.

Another word that I did see after these was honesty. This is probably my #1 in any aspect of my life.

For Today…

Love, live, be… and kiss 🙂

You don’t know…

I did say kiss….

And just because I just think it needs to be said –

Dance, love, sing & just live!

It’s all about balance!

I am Bubbles & I Love Balloons

Things that make me happy… Balloons that float up into the sky, or in this case… drift across the beach 🙂

So Pretty 🙂

I am known as Bubbles to some – not too sure where my friend @Kools_24 got this nickname from 🙂 but it’s fun and I always try to be a bubbly person!

Trying to be happy here!

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